A Diary of Haunting Dreams..........



Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Reach out and grab my hand
I'm falling
Falling

Lost inside a dream again
Trying to run away
It's dark
Haunting my every move

Like storm clouds rolling in on a clear day
Darkness has taken over

Helpless and insecure
With no way out
My screams silenced

Fear smothering every breath
My arm extended
Grasping for that familiar touch

I give myself to you
Wanting
Needing

You...

 

















Monday, March 19, 2012

Why do you poison me so
Your lips so close
Eyes piercing into my soul
Making me wanting you

Breaths entwined
One pulse
One rhythm
Lost in a simple touch

In a trance
Wanting
Craving
Thirst for more

Desire and destiny
Summoned

Chaos stirring within
Emotions screaming

Life disappears
World forgotten



Why do you poison me so.......

Sunday, January 8, 2012

On this wicked winters eve
One may think the creatures sleep
But beneath the fresh white snow
Underground they do so creep

The moon is full
Stars dancing in the night
Snow reflecting a blanket of diamonds
A scene painted so perfectly right

Alone with the silence
She closes her eyes, feels his presence near
The light snow starts to gently fall
Only to open her eyes and wish that he would appear

A slow breath released
Realizing he doesn't exist
Only in her thoughts and dreams
With him not here, her world is filled with emptiness

So she walks alone
With the fresh snow crackling beneath her feet
No one to hold her hand
Make her feel safe, kiss her passionately

On this wicked winter's eve
She walks alone sad and lost on this night
For the only one she'll ever love
Does not exist, never to be by her side

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Thursday, December 8, 2011

Turn around and take a look at me

You destroyed my life
Why can't you see

You got too close
More close than I allow

You've taken my world and turned it upside down

Caught up in your eyes
To notice the destruction you caused

I was distracted by your smile
And in your words I got lost

Now drowned in thoughts of you
How they have done much harm

You hypnotized me
Crippled me with your charm

You thought you were in control

Of my heart
Of my soul

Which you ripped out
Which you stole

What you took was not yours to take

Now all I feel is nothing but hate

Now turn around and look at me

You destroyed my life
So set me free

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Wednesday, November 9, 2011

The floor of Hell
Lies just beneath

The gates of Heaven
So far out of reach

Her destiny chosen
Her desire lost

Sold her soul to save him
Love came as the cost

The floor of Hell
Has now been laid

Her eyes now empty
Her soul has paid

An Empress of Night
Now rules the Dark

A trail of death
Destruction her mark

Once good is now evil
She shows no remorse

Forever more lost
Headed down this dreaded course




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Thursday, September 22, 2011

She had asked you one thing
One simple request
But like a fool
You fell
And you fell hard

To you, she is your breath
When in fact, she is the poison you breathe

The addiction to her every move
Growing stronger with each glance into those deep eyes

So memorizing
Almost hypnotizing

Sweet dreams are what she desires
But nightmares will be her destiny

You have entangled your soul within hers
Trapped amongst the chaos within

So addicting
Almost satisfying

You only crave more
Desire for thirst
Taking you into unknown
Drinking despair
Creating destruction

Oh sweet chaotic misery
How sinfully delightful


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Friday, September 2, 2011

The forces of evil have now taken place
No love shall overcome
Extinct is the human race

No familiar face

The day will now and always belong to night
No sun shall ever shine
Forever no light

No soul in sight

What was filled with life is now dead
No colour to fill the earth
Nothing left to be said

All blood shed

Wickedly she came from out of nowhere
Her wrath felt by all
Never plays fair

She doesn't care

A once beating heart has since turned to stone
Death has become her
Despair she has shown

Forever night, Forever roam

All alone

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Monday, August 15, 2011

I lay on top the water
Floating
Drifting
Away from reality

Thoughts of you enter my mind
Wandering
Wondering
If thoughts of me ever enter yours

The current pulling me away
Deeper
Further
Into waters so calm and tranquil

I could stay like this
Always
Forever
Lost in a dream
Floating
Drifting
Away from reality


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Saturday, August 6, 2011

Every milestone I make
I realize is one step you will never take
And my heart breaks

I'll never forget that day
That day, you were taken away
And my heart breaks

I try not to cry, for too long
Every time I hear your song
And my heart breaks

I miss having someone to look up to
Yes, that was you
And my heart breaks

Let me make myself clear
We all wish you were still here
And that's why my heart breaks...........


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Wednesday, July 20, 2011

You turned to me
By the look in your eyes
You knew what would be
I was done with your lies

You fucked me over good
A great pretender you are
Trapped me as you could
Why for you to go as far

No one understands you
The reason is this
You do the things you do
You fake a life to impress

Life isn't a game
To see who has more
You should be ashamed
It's not what I came here for

So I'm walking away now
Don't want to see you again
Show is over, take a bow
Your fooling me is at an end


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Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Lost again
Don't know how I got here
Or how it all began

I miss you now
Like I did back then
Too much unsaid

Let you go
Love I'll never know

Tried to let you in
Walls built up again

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Friday, June 17, 2011

Nothing else matters
Nothing more to say
She left you standing alone
One last kiss, turned and walked away

Your soul now empty
Your heart now knifed
She was your everything
One last smile, ruined and destroyed your life

Her darken soul
Her wicked ways
She disguised it well
One last look, through those tainted eyes so grey

So much despair
So much to hate
She made you who you are
One last word, would only bare so much weight

Nothing else matters
Nothing more to say
She played you for pleasure
One last breath, your life now hers to take

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Lost inside a dream
Not sure I want to wake
For then I would lose you
And that, I could not take

Nothing else matters
When I am with you
So in my dreams we'll stay
Until one day they'll come true

One day I'll wake up
And you'll be by my side
Smiling gently at me
With those deep brown eyes

So until then
We shall only meet
In my dreams
My dreams so sweet


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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

When you just thought you were all alone
He was right there behind you
Even though you broke his heart
He will always and forever watch over you

You think you can save the world
When it's yourself that needs to be saved
This careless ride your on leads to disaster
Excitement, destruction and chaos you so crave

Sometimes you look for mischief
Test yourself, to see if you can make things right
It's a rush to be in front of danger
It numbs the past where you lost sight




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Sunday, April 10, 2011

When the sun kisses the ocean,
I think of you.

When the moon greats the night's sky,
I think of you.

When the rain falls gently upon my skin,
I think of you.

When the fresh snow lays a thick blanket upon the earth,
I think of you.

When I hear the wind dancing around the trees,
I think of you.

When the waves roll in to the shore,
I think of you.

You are life. Something I will never take for granted, and will always live it to the fullest.....

Sunday, March 27, 2011

You betrayed his trust
What?
You thought he would take you back?
Mistaken you so were
He has walked away
Left you lost and hungry
Brought this on yourself you did
Emptiness is what you have
A void never to be filled
Ruined your one chance
You were everything to him
And now, well nothing you are
Distance is the only thing now between you
Every step you try to make,
He gets further he does
You've destroyed him and any feelings he had for you
Yes you did
You did this


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Saturday, March 26, 2011

The floor of Hell has been laid
Death and Destruction are here
Life as we know it, has come to an end
For all we have now is fear

No hero has stepped up to save us
All who have tried, have lost
Greed and Selfishness have doomed us all
Our lives are what it has cost

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Within the mystic dense fog
Shadows appear

As they draw closer people run in fear

For the sons and daughters of Salem are here

All walk together
Never out of step

Their bodies in sync
Never apart

Powers within them
Never will they die

They come from old blood as history has told

Blackened eyes with no expressions are cold

To the Devil himself their souls they had sold

All walk together
Never out of step

Their bodies in sync
Never apart

Powers within them
Never will they die

Within the mystic dense fog
Shadows appear

For the sons and daughters of Salem are here

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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Full moon rising
Midnight is near
Stars dancing in the skies
Sun hidden in fear

The earth has cooled down
Time to come out and play
For creatures of night
Sleep during the day

Mischief and mayhem
Rule the night
Along with chaos and corruption
Oh, such a beautiful sight

The women in red
Have now taken flight
The men dressed in black
Have begun to fright

Wolves roam the grounds
Hunting their prey
While pixies and fairies run a muck
All never quiet, till break of day

Saturday, March 12, 2011

She came out of nowhere
Took you by surprise
All it took was one glimpse
Into those deep brown eyes

You weren't even looking for anyone
Happy on your own
She turned and looked your way
You knew from that moment on, you'd never be alone

Souls drawn together
Wanted to take your time
You played hard to get
Your were scared, and she, was a sign

The wall you built
Wasn't meant to be brought down
You tried to make her hate you
With your hurtful words, she wouldn't want to come around

The pain you inflicted not only hurt her
But you as well
You felt her suffering
Her pain was now yours to dwell

With her eyes filled with sorrow
She turned and walked away
Never to be seen again
Nothing more to say

As each day passes
You want her even more
Consumed with the emptiness
Knowing you're the one who pushed her right out the door

The further she gets away
The more your souls are torn apart
Unbearable is the pain
A thousand knives pierced through your heart

So begins your search to find her
A journey with no end
For she does not want to be found
You destroyed a soul that can never mend

Friday, March 11, 2011

From his lifeless body
She drained the last drop
This was just the beginning
No will to stop

Vengeance in control
Revenge so sweet
It powers her every move
Always to defeat

Once a peaceful soul
Now turned with hate
Has been lost forever
To get back, is too late

She'll never sleep
Not a word to be said
Those who did her wrong
Will soon be dead

They took her life
They're souls, she'll take
No mercy will be given
For all is at stake

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Sunday, March 6, 2011

Her screams can be felt throughout the night

The pain and sorrow in her
With no end in sight

She cries for she has now lost

Her freedom to live has come at great cost

It's not freedom at all
Trapped is what has come

A prisoner for eternity
Can never be undone


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Saturday, March 5, 2011

And with a simple kiss
She turned and walked away

Left you standing there
As you begged her to stay

Alone now with emptiness
A piece of you lost

You vow to get her back
At what ever cost


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Sunday, February 20, 2011

He sits alone
And no one knows
The feelings he keeps hidden inside

Puts on a show
A different man
What is he trying to hide

A troubled soul
With nowhere to go
And with no answer in sight

He'll fake a smile
And make you believe
That everything is alright

It's up to you
To earn his trust
So maybe he'll open up

He will look to you
And be himself
Trust you with his deepest thought

You'll never leave him
You know his secret
And want to bare his pain

He has drawn you in
In to his world
Your life, never to be the same


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Saturday, February 12, 2011

You lied there in my arms,
No breath in sight
Your lifeless body,
I held so tight

Wasn't suppose to happen,
Not meant to be
They made a mistake,
It should of been me

I did something bad
I'm only to blame
And now that you're gone,
It'll never be the same

Things spun out of control
Couldn't handle it right
I'll forever be haunted,
By this endless night

As you lie here in my arms
No breath in sight
Your lifeless body,
I hold so tight

And will now and forever be haunted by this endless night





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Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Ravens and witches will rule the skies
As ghosts roam the earth with their gut wrenching cries

Werewolves and vampires will come as one
No human is safe, with nowhere to run

When the full moon rises, it will be war
Human vs creature, there will be peace no more

Innocence is gone, every human for them selves
Death walks amongst us, even the fairies and elves

They'll fight till the end, protecting what's theirs
Humans will be lost, their lives never spared

This is only the beginning with no end in sight
Welcome to Hell on Earth, This may be your last night.....







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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

With moonlight in her hair
Fearless eyes
Ghostly shadows
That dance in the skies
Her lips release sweet melodies
Hypnotic lullaby's

A full moon is rising
All is now right
Mayhem stirring
Creatures forever in sight
She summons them all
Eternal night

The sun has disappeared
We'll never see
Until love is once more
Only one holds the key
A prisoner of darkness
Never to be set free

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Monday, November 22, 2010

With raven hair
Ice green eyes
A full moon
In the skies
Her lips blood red
Things left unsaid
Except for her heart that still cries

Darkness has fallen
There will be no light
The evil within her
Has now taken flight
She cries no more
For only to soar
Into the dark depths of the endless night

She feels nothing
No more pain
All feelings are gone
She'll never be the same
There will be no love
In the skies above
Dark clouds will come for it shall always rain

And she will never see love, feel love, nor give love ever again.......


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Friday, November 12, 2010

As she lays there
Her mind
Her body
Her soul
Open
She welcomes them
As they call to her
She knows when they are near
Never truly knowing why
She has a gift
Untouched power

She stands alone
Unable to trust
To tap in to her real potential
Trying to understand
Why her
They're troubled souls
Looking to her for help
Yet she's unable
For she needs to help herself
Learn to trust
Herself

She lays there
Open to the possibilities

Open your heart
Believe in yourself
Learn to trust again
Control your emotions
Your power will come naturally Live out your destiny
For it is calling for you
Be brave
You shall overcome........


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Sunday, November 7, 2010

You came from out of nowhere
Took me by surprise
I was lost
You took me by the hand
Guided me back
My soul for you to take
And so you did
Emptiness is all I feel now
A soulless creature
Lost to the night
Trapped in the other world
Once in love
Only to be betrayed
Lost again
Nothing left
My eyes are empty
Body is cold
With no savior in sight
I'm lost
Forever.........

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Friday, September 24, 2010

She stands alone
Lost once more
Conflicted and confused
Where does she go from here?

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Thursday, September 2, 2010

She walks alone at night

No fear

Addicted to the stars above
The full moon lighting her way

She finds herself lying on the rocks
Listening to the waves crash in vengeance

What a perfect night

The wind dancing through her long, dark wavy hair
Taking in every breath as each wave crashes

Slowly she drifts off
Sleeping Beauty of the night


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Thursday, July 1, 2010

His touch,

His touch is......
Healing
Powerful
Sensual

When he touches me......
I feel it, mind, body and soul
Everything slows down

His kiss,

His kiss is.......
Passionate
Mesmerizing
Hypnotic

When he kisses me.........
I feel it, mind, body and soul
Everything slows down


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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

You broke me
Not once but twice
I rarely think about you
But when I do,
Why is it always about the good
And never about the bad

You hurt me
Not once but twice
I rarely dream about you
But when I do,
Why is it always you are so close
But so far out of my reach

You deserted me
Not once but twice
I rarely wonder what could of been
But when I do,
Why is it that I find myself wanting you more

I force myself to go back in time
I force myself to remember the bad

So............

Stay out of my life
Stay out of my dreams
And take your empty promises

You're not good for me....





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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

She has secrets. Secrets she'll never tell or reveal. Her life is a mystery yet you will stop at nothing to be with her.

Never give up.

She knows you're there. She's screaming inside to let you in. But, her fear gets the better of her.

She needs you, but will never let you get to close. For fear of loosing you will forever be unbearable. And that is not a risk she is able to take.

Her heart is fragile. One deep look into her eyes, and you can feel her misery. Her soul, lost. Her heart once broken and now scarred.

A touch. A gentle touch of your fingers to hers. Your eyes meeting locked in a gaze. You can see yourself in her eyes as she does in yours. Not a word needs to be spoken.

Your touch is addicting to her. She can easily get lost in your eyes. Your touch. Your kiss.

Your touch.

Your kiss.

You have her.

A look of fear comes over her. She breaks your touch. Your kiss. Turns to walk away. Looks back with regret but continues to distance herself from you.

She's lost once again.






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Wednesday, March 24, 2010

She walks alone. The same path, every time. Except tonight. Tonight, it's different. Only because it's night. And, because it's night, nothing is the same.

She sees things in a different perspective. She notices things aren't the same. There is a sense of destruction. A dead silence has fallen throughout the woods tonight. The trees are keeping secrets from her. Some have even fallen. Silenced forever. Never to rise again.

She closes her eyes. Trying to read or sense what went on here.
A dark presence.

A deep breath in. She feels the pain. Sees the destruction. Oh the pain.

Exhale.

She falls. Collapses to the ground. She lies there. The edge of the path where it meets the shoreline of the lake. The full moon reflecting off the still waters. The shadows of the trees draping over her.

It's so quiet.

A whisper.

Where did he come from? How? What?

He kneels down beside her. He feels her pain. Tries to brush her long wavy hair from her face. But only comes within an inch. Is he scared to touch her?

His hand risen above her as if to comfort her. But never to make contact. There is sadness in his eyes.

She lies there. Helpless. Unconscious. Unaware of his presence. His breath now heavier. He's upset. Angry. Guilt is starting to overcome.

What happened here?

Wake up! She needs to wake up. He's feeling out of control.

Vengeance.

He wants to seek vengeance.

Why won't he wake her?

They're coming. Nothing is still. Only her. She still lies there. Waves now crashing against the rocks. The trees recklessly swaying. Fighting the wind.

The wind is angry. As if to take on his emotions. Spinning out of control.

He jumps up and disappears into the woods. He left her. Alone and vulnerable. Unable to wake.

Time has past.......

Silence once again. The full moon reflecting off the still waters. Shadows of the trees draping over her. No sound. No movement.

She lies there.


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Broken

Lost

Fallen

Darkness

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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I'm floating on calm waters. The air so clean and crisp. My breath slow and relaxed. The soft night breeze gently whispering through the leaves moving around me as a secret being past on. Millions of stars dancing along the moonlit sky.

I lay here.




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Tuesday, March 2, 2010

She's the one you point to and say "that's her".

You need to approach with caution though. She comes with her own warning.

Warning you never to get too close. Fall in love at your own risk.

She has been hurt once before and has vowed never to be hurt again.

It's very easy to fall. To get lost in those eyes. Wanting to protect her. Make her feel safe and free from harm.

You think you feel her pain and will do anything to rid of it.

She is a lost soul. Waiting to be rescued. Yet, will never let anyone get close enough to be her savior.

Men have tried before and never succeeded. Only to be left with emptiness themselves. Their hearts shattered so fast, before they even knew it.

With each try, the wall gets thicker and higher. An invisible force to be reckoned with. A barrier never to be brought down.

She is a mystery. That is what draws you in. She's intriguing.

She'll leave you thirsty. Wanting what you can never have. A dangerous addiction.

Those bewitching eyes

Beautiful, envious, wavy long hair

That body

Her endless, child like smile

You want to be the one who saves her.

But can you? Are you willing to take that chance? Will you be the one to break down the barrier that protects her heart?

Are you the one................



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Sunday, January 31, 2010

She closes her eyes and she see's you
Walking slowly
Moving forward
Towards her
Your dark, thick wavey hair
Your eyes focused
Focused on her
She stands here waiting
Waiting for you
No one here but you and her
Her serenity
And there you are
Walking towards her
She's frozen with anticipation
Scared
She has waited for this moment countless times
Her breath deepens with every step you take
You get closer
Don't stop
Your eyes focused on her
You're expression so solid
Focused
She's here
Waiting
Waiting for you








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Friday, January 22, 2010

Have you ever closed your eyes, took a deep breath, cleared your mind then opened your eyes to find yourself in the most peaceful and tranquil place?

Every shade of green and blue. The trees, grass, streams and the meadows that seem to run beyond the horizon. The only sign of life which lies within all the nature that sarounds and into the depths of the lush never ending woods. Untouched by the human soul.

The sounds of the gentle wind touching everything in her path. A sign of comfort as she caresses me with her warm soft breeze.

This is my place of serenity.


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